what happens

what happens when the person you want to talk to most, is too busy?
what happens when the person you want to understand the most, doesn't?
what happens when you think everything is going as planned, somebody tells you otherwise?
what happens when you feel that nobody cares, and that you are just wasting their time.
what happens when the people you count on let you down?
what happens when you feel sad, and you can't think of anything that will make you feel better?
what happens when the tears that fall, feel so wasted?

what happens when most of the bad feelings that i have are reinforced rather than taken away?

just when i reminded myself not to be discouraged...i go on stepping further.
today was not all that bad, well after the afternoon everything was alrite.
i collected myself
and i got a phone call for an interview on monday.
another thing to add to monday...
it's great...haha...
everything likes to be on monday for some reason...

'when you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on - and then swing!'