quiet down

i need some quiet time.

i know i need to prepare to go on this one month trip.
i know there is a lot to get organized.

i feel like this supposed week of relaxation, has turned overboard.
why am i still up?
i don't know...maybe this is the only time i can think about things.
why am i still up?
i like the peace. yet in peace my heart is heavy.
how annoying.

i'm glad i found this song, meditation,
peaceful.