don't lose heart

therefore
since we are surrounded by
such a great cloud of witnessess
let us throw off everything
that hinders and the sin
that so easily entangles

and let us run with perseverance
the race marked out for us
fixing our eyes on jesus
the pioneer and perfecter of faith

for the joy set before him
he endured the cross
scorning its shame

and sat down at the right hand
of the throne of god

consider him who endured
such opposition from sinners
so that you will not grow
weary and lose heart

hebrews 12:1-3

gaining

today i notified my employer that i would be leaving
it took me the whole day
to sum up the courage
and to finally figure out to say
when asked any question whatsoever

may 6th to copenhagen
who's joining?

i've gained 7 pounds since i got back to toronto
must be all the eating...haha
and sitting at work...
and driving...
too much food!

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what am i to you
what are you to me
are we getting better
or did we used to be

what if the song
we used to sing

where are the souls
we used to carrying

what is a sail
without a hurricane

what is a hurt
without someone to blame

show me the sky
and i'll climb the stair

give me something
cuz i'm losing air

give me what it is you believe in
i give to you my truth
i got all my faith in you
i don't know which way we are going
doesn't matter anyway
just as long as you will stay

tell me the word
and i'll shout it out

for what is a voice
when in doubt

the world is changed
the world will change

lines

comfy corner weekends...
blokus...
halifax!

the days of work in and out
is quickly beginning to lose it's buzz

as the drama of life
i try to keep at a minimum...

the heart rate monitor
suffers few beats

the occasional hiccup
of situations
becomes the excitement of a day

it's somewhat like
the calm before the storm

with nothing rushing at work
no persistent schedules
no meetings
no special upcoming holidays
nothing to celebrate

it's like life in a straight line
for now that is...

6 things

i have been tagged to write
5 things people don't know about me

1
today i left work an hour early
by left...i mean sneaked out
because there was a
'something winter blues party'
at 4:30 and it was to meet new people
i was one of the new people...
but ehhh...didn't stay...
because...
once i saw the slide projector
in the party room...
i fled and completely forgot that this was
to introduce me and others to the firm
and later found out from my coworker
after the 'party' was over
that my name was announced...
heads turned...
the person who sits next to me was asked
she shruged her shoulders and said
'i don't know where he is'

2
when i was a kid
i took singing lessons...

3
i took calculus twice
because i thought 80% was too low
and ended up getting 82%
the second time around...
i just needed the midterm grade of 92%
and the i just slacked off the rest...
what a waste of time

4
i am thinking hard
about a thesis topic...

5
i don't know how to use excel
i can't stand the program
and all the formulas...
sometimes i can't
even print what i want from excel files...
augh!

6
i seriously let
what i'm doing
take over my life
just like that
thus getting severely anxious
stressed...tense...