total angst

my heart is in the dumps...
this just in...
i hear that my friend has already been accepted one week ago a masters program that i also applied to...
and here i am still waiting for any news...

i've suddenly lost all concentration...
my hands are freezing...
i may need some support in the coming days...if hit with rejection once again.

i don't know how i'll handle it...
but hey, i gotta console myself
i expect the worse, and if worse comes...

angst: a feeling of anxiety or apprehension often accompanied by depression.