love = answer

so tired
easter sunday
i have taken too many breaks this weekend
i dun like what i'm feeling right now...whatever it is...

i'm having horrible nervous wake-ups every morning
not those peaceful ones...
i wake up always thinking
i'm late for something
there's something important to do...
i really dun like.

future plan has been running through my head
i dread sitting in this seat
i dread thinking of the future
i dread graduating
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enough of that heavy crap...

let me do a search in the brain for something...
something happy

umm...it's gonna take some time
it's true.................

got it...ah...europe in may...
isn't that a happy thought...
pizza, architecture, the water, sunsets, ah...walking, learning...
can't wait...

and tomoro should be a fun day...
no class in the morning...
just mr anal rententative in the evening...
but i won't go there...
i hope to get a good nights sleep tonite...restful

it's not hard to get a smile on this face...
quite easily satisified, and indulges in simple things
something so very small,
something that takes
a little thought
a little time
a little effort
at the slightest.

great jack johnson's lyrics:

'love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart.
why are we here?
and where do we go?
and how come it's so hard?'
the next line to those lyrics is on hold.