on forgiving

today i didn't think too much about whatever...

God is telling me there is more to life than architecture.
there is so more.

thinking what will this year become.

how will i spend it?
will i waste it?
will things happen that change my life?
will it pass so quickly?
will i have changed how i think?
what i value?
what i do?


today i finished reading 'tuesdays with morrie'
so he died...
i gotta say that even on the subway
got teary eyed reading it...
i could have finished it in one day...yet...
i paced it out over a week...
trying to absorb what it was trying to say.
letting things sink in.
and it has.

i don't read novels.
but now i'm gonna start reading more.
since i will have time
i will be relaxed...figuring things out...thinking...wondering...

'make peace with yourself and everyone around you.'
'forgive yourself. forgive others. don't wait.'

forgive yourself.
forgive yourself.
forgive yourself.
i kept repeating and repeating and repeating...

forgive yourself.