i'm home

i'm finally home.

it's too good to be home.

living in hostels and cheap hotels have made me so happy and feel so fortunate to come back to home.

i kept laughing when i took a shower...it was just too good...haha...i haven't had such a good shower in a long time...

i can litterally see black circles under my eyes...

haha...man...i got a lot to write about.

man...i love the room i'm in. i love my house. my garden. my family.
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i'm a different person now that i'm back,
changed?
many folds,
some visible, many not.
(at least now i'm wearing clean clothes...haha)

i know more who i want to be.
i know more who i should be.

for me? for everybody.

'if anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.' matthew 16:24.

deny myself, take up the cross.
simple answer.

i've learned that i take too much for granted.

i've begun to understand that things around me are placed there or seen for a reason. the people that come and go are there because they were meant to be there.

it's been an life changing month. a once in a lifetime experience, a tiring vacation, and an eye opening adventure.

i now need a real vacation.

thanks,

ciao.