as blessings overflow,
the bottom of the cup sprung a leak.
i know i need rest,
finally get to sleep in just that little bit more
but only because i have a doctors appointment
i get to skip work half for the morning
but then i don't want to waste my time sleeping.
*i just kicked myself for thinking that.
i feel tired.
as tired as i was during thesis.
i always like listening to yuki kuramoto's piano when i write.
glad it's the long weekend, or any weekend at all.
so tired.
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tonight i start my pact.
it will last for a month.
don't know what it is yet.
something between myself and i.
something i will hold myself to.
i will think of it in 10 minutes, before today ends. _________________________________________
so it's been more than a year since my first entry.
back at the same office.
haha...i was just reading my past entries...haha...
when u look back at the past, you laugh
the way i write is different.
choppy, no longer writing long continuous sentences.
short, to the point, many times missing the point.
like my point form notes.
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back to the pact. (a formal agreement)
in these 31 days, i will hold myself to...
this is hard...
for one, to stop beating myself up.
for two, ________________________ (in my mind)
both need a lot of work.
the work starts now.
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live your life.
stop complaining about it.
