have a seat

ever been hit by a possible life changing moment?
a few minutes changing the course of the future?
scary as it sounds.
it is.

as my few minutes came to me today.
i didn't seem so shocked.
although scary.

and so? am i being told something? i really think so.

the doctor said it, and i was baffled.

i'll be fine.
right?

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and so i'm up late...as was before the trip.
feeling a bit sorry for myself.

anybody listening?
*screams

i gotta stop before it starts again.
breath...and turn of the computer.