where is it? where am i?

driving was so bad today.
here's another situation i always find myself in.
saying yes to do something or go somewhere,
saying yes is very easy for me.
i'll say yes to most things.
because saying no disappoints people.
so here i am
when i've said yes to go somewhere.
i started driving there
but one quarter of the way
i didn't have enough confidence in driving through the
snow and ice ridden roads
when especially the lines couldn't be seen
and the ride was constantly bumpy.
suddenly in my head i'm reminded so many things
first it goes 'where is your faith?'
then i remember hearing on the news
'by tonite, whats fallen on the ground will turn to ice.'
then goes again 'but where is your faith?'
'but it's so far away.'
i struggled
and so i called my pastor,
to tell him that i think it's too dangerous to be driving
that i saw people slipping and i wasn't going to get there
here i am
yet another disappointment
i think i know
because i know what it feels
to be disappointed.