too soon

i don't know whether to be happy or not

people say congradulations...
i'm thinking what for?

i can't say thank you with confidence

reason

leaving home?
what?

really...?
i've thought about it many times

reality will hit me in one month
one month exactly
and that month is december 2005

now

no
i'm not ready
i'm not ready to leave what has been
built up for so many years

let me digest

and i'll get back here