further down

if today could be any crappier.

being waken up at 6am is not a great thing
to discover that i've missed something very important
before i went to sleep

and then waken up again by the constant noise
of construction in the apartment.

futher...
it seemed like everyone was doing things slower
to piss me off

without much motivation for my third term of school this year
i've fallen into a trap of not doing anything
probably because the courses are not inspiring

futher...
it's gloomy...windy...and rainy outside...
with small flakes of white stuff floating in the air...
no...it's not snow...
it's probably something toxic...
ah...but what can i do

what i can do is sit here and continue
moping around at how miserable my day is...
it hasn't ended yet

i always do this when these days come around...
i eat mcd's
arr...makes me feel better for those 20 minutes
then back to reality...without those french fries...

is that all i had going today?
french fries?
sadly...yea....

i found it very hard to crack a smile and joke...
riding on a rollercoaster that goes up and down
when's the next up...
because this down is taken me far below

time to get lost in my work and loud music.