shine more

today is a major day of procrastination
took a nap...
and yes...
it's not like me to take naps...
nor is it like me to skip class for a week...

i'll be leaving again coming saturday
to toronto then to montreal
for a week
which means skipping class

i don't know where i'm finding my inspiration anymore
definitely isn't coming from school...
unmotivated...uninspired...

i have an interview tomorrow in toronto.
i'm unsure where i can go coming january
for my work terms

i'm in a term of self improvement

come on...bring something of a higher level to the table.

'it was good for me to be afflicted' psalm 119:71

it is a remarkable occurance of nature
that the most brilliant colours of plants
are found on the highest mountains
in places that are most exposed to the fiercest weather

the brightest lichens and mosses
as well as the most beautiful wildflowers
abound high upon the windswept storm ravaged peaks

already knowing where these passages are taking me...
i wondered where do i need more qualifying...
in what aspect do i still need to burn
how can i become brighter
i don't know what fires are up ahead
i only hope that i can remember
that after the fire
i will only shine more.

stay true to yourself.
and follow where your heart leads.