time and again

it's that time again.

time to pack.
strange.
feels like i've lived halifax
for a very short while
wonder why...
the weather is getting colder
and all signs are pointing directly
back to school

it's the fourth time
i've been back to toronto
since starting my studies
i'm back home every even month
february - one week
april - two weeks
june - one week
august - one month
back again in october - several days
and again in december - several weeks
so i will have been home 1/4 of the year

coming back this time things are different
brother is living in a new home
making me feel like an only child

changes have come
and life has become fresh and new
getting used to it
imagining the future
and realizing the past
that has made the present
and then...
it seems to make sense...

really doesn't feel like i've been home for a month
probably because i've been out
most of the days...
missed some people i wanted to meet up...
always next time.

5600 hours of internship
the count down starts january 2007
bugger.