zzzzzeidler

not able to fall asleep every night
for the past week
too much stress?

my holidays have been over for a while now
it has been very devoid of architecture

work started on monday
didn't have too much to do yet
until today
which i volunteered myself
to work on a competition that
the firm has been shortlisted on

thankfully it will be paid...
probably less than normal...
but he said competitions are usually
volunteer unpaid work

i think it's because this competition
means a lot to the firms reputation in the city
and it's an important one to win

i'm very excited to be a part of it
yet...it can't be part of my
9-5:30 monday to friday work
it must be after 5:30 monday to friday
and weekends.

the goal is end of this month...
deadline is mid february
results early march.

well...my energy is wearing thin
and it's been an unorganized first week at work
though things won't be getting much better at the office
i will get to work on something challenging and interesting

it's good to be working
on one of the most happening streets in toronto
it helps bring life back after work is over
there's so much food and shops around
it's great.

i'm not enjoying the commute and the 9-5
just isn't bringing much joy
and weekends seem to be written off...
the reason for my delay in writing is that
i don't get much time to just sit around...

yea...1am...friday night...
time...
saturday work...augh...

i hope my team members pull through...
it's gonna be a rough one
and i have high hopes...

my regular work
the 9-5 weekday
is currently a nuclear power station redevelopment
masterplanning and etc...
new buildings such as admin...
storage...labs...visitors centre etc...
interesting because there is a
significant focus on sustainability and
attempt in conveying that nuclear energy is
an environmentally friendly resouce
this project will be more organized starting monday.

and there's a ski trip organized by my office
on feb 2nd...
i haven't even skied before...
i would like to snowboard...
whoohoo...skiing...

new coworkers...
alrite...must go to sleep...