my day off

with a whole lot of mixing up
days
weeks
thankfully not months...

the funny thing is calling my brother
on the day before his birthday
wishing him a happy birthday
thinking it really is his birthday
with him saying...it's not today.

and telling everybody that my ski trip happens
one week earlier than it really is...

finally i have a day off...
19 days straight...
back to work on sunday tomorrow...
i had to ask to have today off
or i would be presumed to be working...

what will make this worth it
is that if we win the competition...
i'm not sure the design is strong enough...
and when one starts doubting
there's trouble

^O^
big yawn
tired...

work consists of building models...
drawings...sketching...
eating out...
shopping...haha
smores pizza for breakfast
complimentry of some company
lunch and learn
doing things 'immediately'
up and down stairs
printing...a lot of printing
a lot of 'can i go now'
'is it lunch yet?'
please don't look for me at 5:30
to ask me to do more...

balance has been something
i've thrown out the window...
i'm absolutely off balance right now

and work is constantly infiltrating my mind
i've made it personal...
i've taken it home...
i've taken it everywhere...
and it has taken over me.
now i can't wait till the competition ends...
then i can have regular work...

then it's planning the trip to copenhagen!
which i'm somewhat in the midst...

sleep time.
well...after some apple pie...
and some page flipping...