physically and emotionally tired...
i don't know...
have you ever been a terrible person?
yet didn't realize it.
today i was one.
a kick in the head
returned a slap in the face
the foot had no intention
the hand slaped to hurt
the sting is there for both
it pains for the unknown
i have you lord
to accompany me in my misery
when i feel like dirt
lord you remind me
of all the good things
to be thankful for
be the best person you can be
everyday.
do what you can
everyday.
yet i'm a helpless idiot
verbally damaged...
pick up the pieces
walk back into the light
everyday new experiences
surprises caused by myself
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i haven't laughed in a while
right now...
i can't even fake a smile...
it get's so dark that i can't see
every dark cloud
has a silver lining
i'm waiting for the sun to shine
i'll wait until the day i die
i'm tired of living in the shadows
but i'm not giving up on me
i can't worry about tomorrow
or what each new day is going to bring
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working 7 days a week eh...
hai...
for the time being...
i dug the hole
i've got to crawl back out.
alive that is...
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some days...
all your accomplishments mean nothing
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i sat upon the roof
and stared the stars down
for a reason why
or something i can do
everything that mattered yesterday
so far now...
sleep gets just a little easier...
