good to know sad to hear

i think i'm rediscovering what a friend means
even though i was stuck in traffic for so many hours
and me as the driver
it was okay

i had a friend to talk to all the way through.
i'm glad we got the time to discuss what was going on with both of us.
i like talking one to one as opposed to in groups
and at least an hour for any discussion
to get somewhere
where you feel that you've actually learned something
or your view changes
or you feel something has been accomplished.

it's quite seldom these days

so many
myself included

concerned with daily tasks, chores
just doing and getting done
i'm sick of it

the repetitiveness makes me numb

we go through
laughing like mad
being sad for each other
what we think about the future

although the concert sucked
not entirely...but in general...haha
it's okay
he helped me
and i hope that i did the same

i think it's still money and time well spent.