go figure

i wrote a post i'm not going to publish...
arg...

always this way...
during my supposedly happiest moments
can't seem to be happy for myself

anyways.
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two words that need to be taken out of the dictionary

'tired' and 'busy'

it seems like everybody i talk with
say one or both words.

what else is new.
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enough of that.
my complaints are unecessary.

i'm feeling much better...no more dizzyness
got the award today...
and possibly a raise tomoro...

what more do you want...
maybe sleep...
and maybe i need some time
to figure what i'm doing
and where i'm going