great pumpkin

a lengthy absense in other aspects of life
a great need of recharge and plug in
an update in need

i see myself as a sad singularly focused person
only one thing is on my mind at a time
and if it's that one thing
then i will disregard many other things
awaiting attention

this design competition
i've been labouring over
with my group members
and other very important people
since july has totally worn me out

haven't had a break since term end
nope...
i am ecstatic about our project submission
i think it's worthy of podium placement
yet high hopes brings higher disappointment...

our submission...
cultivating potentials
social housing in the city centre of halifax

can't wait to know the results!!!
will continue to work on it tomorrow...
and mail it away to montreal
for jury deliberation
the results will take place oct 14...
way too long
probably heading to montreal on that day
with my group members!

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for the sake of the competition
i have forsaken many many many things
i feel that i've lost something
i've missed important things
many things of which i really wanted to do
to go to...
to gather...
to celebrate...

yet i did gain
many happy moments
that can never be traded

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linus and his great pumpkin
what he always looks for every halloween
but never finds
maybe i'm not linus after all
for i have a great pumpkin