so much.

i don't feel like being myself...
so much stored up.
so much.
i've been pondering why i'm constantly in pain.
stress?
it leads to tension.
why all the stress?
so many things i can't write.
but stored up in the head.
so much.
why all the hurt?
i don't want to keep it in there anymore.
can i press delete?
i think i need a long train ride.
one that takes 10 years.