just let it go

the mood in the office today was tense...the meeting took 1.5 hrs...so long...in the middle of the meeting i was asked to finish something...then come back...it felt like i did something wrong and i was told to go to my room...haha...but then it got done in 10 min so i went back to join...
then i was introduced to the discussion on office standards...boss was suggesting we needed standards...and we definitely do...everybody in the office draws things differently...and i knew for sure i wasn't following any sort of standard...not good...anyways...
my computer at work is not the greatest...but hey...at least i have one to work on...
today it didn't have the program i needed...one of my co-workers went through this tedious process of helping me install and set up the drawings to get sent to print...and after all that installation...the program didn't work...and he ended up doing it...i didn't feel to good...i was asked to do it...but it ended up using up a lot of his time...and he already had a lot to do...but i was glad that his attitude was not frustration or blame...i think he's just used to it...haha...
it's never good after a day of doing nothing much at work...
but i can't blame myself...nor the people at work...i guess there's nothing to blame...
well...don't blame at all...

"just let it go..."

i was called by my prof today asking to be TA this fall...and he wants me to start next week...he would like to me help him also with his website...umm...i don't know anything about making a website...

"just let it go..."

haha...too bad it doesn't apply to this case..
i've agreed to his offer...and he said..."so we've made a contract." uhhh...i guess...

learn to live in the present moment...the measure of our peace of mind is determined by how much we are able to live in the present moment. Irrespective of what happened yesterday or last year. don't allow past problems and future concerns to dominate the present.

"just let it go..."