running numbers

it's one of those days
where looking and going back
brings me back to a time
which was great.

on the holidays now.
where i don't really know what to do
with free time.

i think...
why do i keep myself busy.
simply i avoid

there we go...
just a minute ago
i made plans to keep my next couple hours
busy before i go fall asleep.

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i have officially declared
that i'm in a state of holiday
i can do whatever...
whatever...
that's what scares me...haha
nervous laughter.

it's been another quick year so far
running through accomplishments
one after another
doing things i never thought i could.

i've participated in 4 competitions this year so far...
haha...maybe no more this year...
very stressful...
each and every one of them
haven't won anything yet...
2 lost
2 pending

i've worked 3 jobs this year...3
all architectural.
1 corporate firm
1 design firm
1 self entrepreneurial

i'll be doing my 2nd thesis starting september
topic and site still not determined.

flying on the 9th of september
school starts on the 10th