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if you haven't already...

VOTE ZEIDLER!!!

http://www.thestar.com/Generic/Article/183774

my blood...sweat...and tears...

thanks all...

not that the vote determines the winner...
it may influence the jury however...

my one month's work is in there somewhere...

so long

happy chinese new year
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it's been 4 weeks
of a church deprived life

work filled

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as things come to a slow down
it feels like a racing car breaking
in full stop at the sight of the red light
being thrown from the seat
and into the street

now it's time to let go
of the breaks again

as it seems like this past month
has whipped past
coming to this complete stop
seems so foreign

actually everything seems foreign
i'm not used to it

as things seemed better back then
and with the roads cold and icy
slippery conditions lie ahead

i'd like to laugh a little more
think a little less
more lighthearted needed
less analysis

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slouched down listening to new songs
i've listened to too much of the same music
over and over and over when i was working...

i went through all those europe pictures...

i haven't had this time in so long...

that's it

not an ounce of energy left.

it has brought a rollercoster of ups and downs
and
right now i don't want to work on it anymore...
i've put in all that i can...
it's up to the rest of them to pull it together now

that's all for now...

soon...
very soon...
i'll hopefully have a regular schedule
under control...

okay...
no more.

overwork

more about work
a lot of the times
i produce a lot of unused material
and i.e. that would be crap no?

seems like a lot of wasted time...
but i can convince myself that
sometimes even when things don't get used
in the end
they have helped to achieve the end result

i didn't get a weekend this past week
and in about a month
i've worked a 5 weeks worth of hours...

arrg...must sleep...
nite